This blog is ceasing to exist as coming from the author and will continue to be added upon by proxy from emails.

I hate emotions. I hate the fact that they make you inconsistent, and the fact that you can't explain them. In essence i hate feeling emotions, although generally i can avoid them. I have never cried in a movie, and never in front of someone. I almost never feel sympathy, almost never feel guilty, almost never care, almost never hurt. It is the fact that i have to qualify that with almost, that makes it all the worse.
i am sorry, one reason is that this concludes my whining posts, i will stop talking about me because "i fear for mankind because i consider myself the best of them and i know how bad i am" (George Bernard Shaw). You have better things to do than read my insights on me, because they do not really affect you.